Please welcome Indifferent Girl!

There are so many things I should be up to at the moment and I am having such a hard time getting motivated. I am just so indifferent towards almost everything. I can't even write exciting rants because I don't feel any righteous indignation about anything. I just feel... meh.

The most important one of the things I need to do is find a new place to work for September. I mentioned in my journal a while back that I'd gone to look at a place but it just wasn't quite what I wanted. I called another place to find out their situation and when they sent back the information, they had all kinds of bizarre requests for the application process but didn't want to take phone enquiries. So I am supposed to go to a whole bunch of work to apply without understanding what the heck you're offering? Uh huh.

I should be looking harder for a clinic but making lists for vacation packing, research for one of my other jobs, and heck, cleaning the cat box are just higher up the list of priorities at the moment. Am I trying to sabotage myself? I don't know. Do I care that much? I don't know.

I keep hoping that the Chiropractor will come in with good news about her starting her own clinic but so far no luck. It will be a few months even once she finds something before it is ready to work in, anyway. I would really like to stick with her but I don't know if I can wait. I know I can stay on at Kits if I need to in September but I am already climbing the walls to get out of there.

Perhaps when I return from my vacation, all rested and raring to go I will be ready to get down to work and find myself a new work place. Mmm, vacation. Now, that is something I can get excited about.